David, sounds like, you're day-dreaming...lol...why not jump into the water and swim with the tree? lol...
if we awaken to an illusion...and then get stuck in that thinking...we are not really awake...to anything but an illusion...
while it is true, that most our suffering comes from attachment, it is mostly this 'idea' of suffering, that we are attached to. it becomes a very bad habit, that we repeatedly experience in our minds...if we live in our heads, we are not really living...
there is nothing wrong with feeling...when someone we love dies, we feel a sadness, but in knowing that what they are can never die, there is a sense of joy...now we can sit around and focus on the negative, and make ourselves miserable, or we can carry that love of that person with us, cherishing the life that they lived, by living our own life awake...
i often look around the world, and all that is happening to my fellow human beings, and wonder what can little old me do about any of it? i can offer up comforting thoughts, and i can believe that awareness is up to the job...i can unite with other like-minds, in making this world in which we live a better place...this life is a gift...i can accept it with grace, and live it to my upmost best, and hopefully be responsible for my own beliefs and actions, and set an example of living free to all those i come in contact with...not being attached does not mean not living this exciting life that we have been given...it simply means not allowing our attachments and beliefs to dictate how we live our lives...
i use to think that i had to not feel anything, not be sad, not feel anger, and just always be this spirit of joy and happiness and love...i have since realized that this is as unrealistic as being trapped in my attachments and believes...
as humans, we are suppose to feel...if the moment calls for compasion, sadness, joy...experience that...the next moment will most inevitably call for something else...
if we live in the past in our minds, or even in the future...we are not awake to the moment of now...that is not to say that there is anything wrong with reminiscing, or even with dreaming...but life is to be lived in the here and now...so the next time you are sitting on that bank of that lake...try jumping in and swimming with the tree...lol
much love to you David...always, star.