Hey!
I haven't been on this forum for ages, however some quote on this site ignited a very profound experience that 'got me going'. I stopped being a learned ignoramus (as SAW would say) who reads a lot but does nothing and started being and doing the things I learned in a practical way! Gnosis and the philosophy of the Avatar of Aquarius: Samael Aun Weor helped me a lot and I think they will also help you, it does not matter who he is, but he says very profound things.
There are very beautiful lectures, teachings and courses (All free) about things you are interested in on the site I am about to give to you.
I am by no means associated with the organization and I do this out of pure enthusiasm:
http://www.gnosticteachings.org
So that we will once cease to have collection of thoughts (not this forum ofcourse :) )
