Abstract,
"I agree that identity can be a hindrance to "realising" and "releasing" oneself into the "nothing" however, should one deny identity as THIS?
Experience, as I believe we are referring to it here, is not experience on the surface without one there to have it. This is the individual which dictates it's life through a collection of experiences (a sense of time) which then defines it's life as better, worse, worthy, successful and so on...
"This" is not "this" to the mind...it's an idea, an interpretation from an inner knowing that is within all of us. We are always trying to reach this knowing in different ways yet find that we return to the same port for it's delivery.
Who would be denying or accepting that which they already are fully? Who would have too? This act perpetually obstructs a union (a recognition of a primary oness) and solidifies separation simultaneously.
"As you suggest THIS is experienced by a multiplicity of occurences in this instance that goes beyond the linear construct of time isn't it? (And I am not suggesting this is what you are doing, just asking a question in general)"
No,,,it simply happening (there is no time in this happening) irrelevant to ownership. Experience is for the one who has claimed it. I know this is absurd to think of it in linear terms. Expression is expression. "Being" in that expression, or a multiple of, has no room for someone to later define it. For the mind, defining experience as a meaning to add to my life is a linear act and demands time. If you could not define experience then there would be no experience...what's left?
"I like the idea that experience implies an identity although I am yet to be convinced that this will always imply that the mind dictates ownership of the experience as part of the identity. Sure at first glance this may appear so but isn't this the point, it never does own it?"
Yes! It never did own it because it was never a part of the mind and it's process...which is illusion.
If we were to use the brain as the organ it was meant to be, everything would be fine. Instead man has identified with it and made it "mind". Something that says "me" was developed and completely took over.
"I agree the awareness of nothingness arises once entered, but the awareness only ever arises after the switch has been flicked. As you say because Nothing Actually happened. This is telling isn't it and reveals a lot. A lot about what though? Nothing? LOL - Very amusing stuff isn't it. Can you or I be certain that this Is It beyond all else? Well of course it couldn't be, or could it?"
This is initial awareness that I have written about before (not so much on this forum).It's what many refer to as the "gap". It's initial because this state is not yet fully recognized. That is, the part of you which is eternal, limitless and without identity does not fully recognize itself as consciousness, as one and the same with this source. We can definitely taste that which is timeless and boundless but to give up that smaller portion with the biggest anchor within all of us is a whole other issue. One would have to give up that which is time, is boundary. Not those things themselves but the grandfather of it all...your identity or strong sense of self.
When you child is off in dream land,whether having a beautiful dream or a nightmare, you know as a parent that he/she will eventually wake up and come back to reality. It just a dream after all. When we have lucid dreams (when you know you are in fact dreaming while in the dream)that is like initial awareness..you become aware of the fact that you are thinking...where you become the observer.Yet you are still in the dream and can get sucked right back into it. However, when the dream state is completely over,the "experience" you were dependent upon is replaced by the "nature of consciousness" itself.